let's elope!!!!

have you ever felt the urge to just get away???
to go to other place where nobody know you...
to start a new life...

it's not that i killed a guy and buried him at my backyard
it's not that i have an enormous debt
it's not that i received a huge inheritance
and it's not because i hate my current life

maybe my new life won't be any better;
maybe i won't like my new life.
i just want a fresh start;
a new beginning;
new place, new people, new opportunity.....

3AM

"who are you???"

oh shit what did i drink....my head is killing me....

i feel light headed, its as if i'm floating...

this is not my bed, where am i?

i know this taste....your lips taste like that minty candies

strepsils!!!yes strepsils honey & lemon

you weighed just right, can't move my body but it feels comfortable with you on top of me

you have a broad shoulder, somehow i feel tiny yet safe inside your arms

i like how you kiss me gently, the way you lick my lips...

your fingers caress my hair, and your other hand on my back; hugging me tight

you take off your shirt then slowly unbutton my shirt

it's warm...your skin, your body against mine...it feels so right

i want you inside me....and i know that you want it to

your touch, your kiss...so ecstatic....

before i realize it, we're already naked

you put my legs on your shoulder, you start to enter me slowly but sure

you lean over and kiss me to subside the pain, and yes it works

i don't want to let you go, i want you to keep kissing me coz it feels so good

you started to thrust deeper and deeper, i can feel your muscles flexing, i want you deeper inside me..

your moan, your sweat, your chest, your breath, your dick...they're like aphrodisiac for me

and i want more....deeper...harder....

"thrust me deeper...harder...more...love me more....."

"aaaaaaarrrgghhhhh....."

ok...saatnya bangun, ganti celana, bebersih...

i hate wet dream....i always hate wet dreams

di saat lagi asik2 tidur, harus terbangun dan bebersih beberes.....

tapi biasa saya ga mimpi, kalaupun mimpi smuanya blurry dan segera terlupakan di besok harinya

bahkan wet dreams pun biasanya hanya mimpi kosong, tau2 terbangun dengan celana basah

tapi kali ini berbeda...mimpinya vivid

memang ga detail, tapi vivid dan masih terpikir sampai setelah bangun....

sayang saya ga tau siapakah mr. mysterious itu.....